I have taken more time than I wanted to and actually sat and thought about you. I have thought, cried and contemplated just why I can't let you go. Its not because of distance or space, nor time to heal. Its because you won't let me go. You feel that as long as you hold on to me, that you will never be lonely, or feel rejected when relationships fail. That's why you never talked about the "hers" in your life with me. But why are you so scared to let go and try?? I tell you why, you seek acceptance from people, places and things that don't matter. You chose social norms to benefit you and the decisions you make, you even look for acceptance from children, whose only opinion is that you love someone else.
* I started this piece over a year ago and I am glad to say that I have let go and so has this feeling. People change and the changes are not always good, but this one was. Greater is forward.*
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