Did you miss me?

I have not posted a blog in a long time. I guess I was so wrapped up in the pain and hurt that life was sending my way at the time, that I let go of my outlet.. I curled up, locked up and pressed away from the world. Now, I am back and loving the new outlook I have on life. It's not always a PERFECT road, but it's my road. I have to travel this path the God has laid for me or his greater purpose of kingdom building will not be served. I am better than great!! From here, the BLOGS WILL CHANGE BECAUSE THE WRITER HAS.

Sincerely,

Quietly Stormy

As I think... (Continuation of As I sit)

I have taken more time than I wanted to and actually sat and thought about you. I have thought, cried and contemplated just why I can't let you go. Its not because of distance or space, nor time to heal. Its because you won't let me go. You feel that as long as you hold on to me, that you will never be lonely, or feel rejected when relationships fail. That's why you never talked about the "hers" in your life with me. But why are you so scared to let go and try?? I tell you why, you seek acceptance from people, places and things that don't matter. You chose social norms to benefit you and the decisions you make, you even look for acceptance from children, whose only opinion is that you love someone else.

* I started this piece over a year ago and I am glad to say that I have let go and so has this feeling. People change and the changes are not always good, but this one was. Greater is forward.*